Title: The Proposal Author: Agent L Classification: V Rating: G Spoilers: Requiem (sorry folks, I can't seem to stop!) Distribution: Archive anywhere, but keep my name and e-mail attached please! Disclaimer: To Chris Carter, David Duchovny, Gillian Anderson, and Fox: I know they're not mine, and no money, gifts or even chocolate would be expected or accepted for this. Summary: Sometimes the sidekick has to play the hero. Author Notes: I know, yet ANOTHER post-Requiem -- but this one is from a slightly different POV that I'd never worked with before. Feedback: Yes, please! LHoward388@aol.com. I've never thought of myself as a marrying man. Most women don't think of me that way either. I blame my parents, who bestowed on me the name "Melvin." Not that isn't a perfectly good name, and has, in fact, been in our family for generations -- like bad eyesight and premature baldness -- but just try to find a hero in one of those women's romance novels named Melvin. Melvins are sidekicks, villains, comic relief. Heroes have names like Rhett or Diego... or Fox. We've all been a little shell-shocked over the past few weeks, trying to adjust to Mulder's absence. At least with death there are details to take your mind off things, wakes to attend, toasts to make. But when a person just disappears, there's only waiting. And wondering. Of course we've doubled our usual scans and alerted our operatives across the country, but there's been no trace of Mulder, nor of the others in the group that vanished that night in Bellefleur. Traces of radioactivity, some typical burning associated with UFOs was discovered in the woods, but there's no conclusive proof. Which is, in itself, all we need to know what happened out there. It's amazing, the hole someone can leave in your life. At least twice a day one of us will say, "We gotta tell Mulder about this..." When the phone rings at 2 a.m., I half-expect to hear him on the other end saying he's got a craving for cheese steaks. At least the three of us have each other, as pathetic as it is to see three grown men sitting around crying in their beer. To paraphrase that great philosopher Billy Joel, we're sharing a drink we call loneliness, but it's better than drinking alone. We'll be okay. We've got each other. Scully is the one I'm worried about. Not that she doesn't have friends and family around, but none of them really knew Mulder, not like we did. Not like *she* did. They'll nod politely and offer the usual condolences and then shake their heads as they walk out to their cars. What a shame about Mrs. Spooky. Knocked up and abandoned by her crazy partner. Now I'm the first one to admit that Mulder could -- can -- be a real jerk sometimes, but he would never turn his back on a friend. And Scully was much more than just a friend. So what's a sidekick to do, but to go ahead and rescue the damsel in distress? Even if this particular damsel can curse like a sailor and carries a gun. So I put on my best suit, buy a dozen roses and head for her apartment. It takes her a while to answer my knock and when she opens the door I see her eyes are swollen, her nose is red, her cheeks blotchy. She's wearing one of Mulder's old shirts, the sleeves hanging well past her fingertips, the hem to her knees, and gray sweat pants. She looks beautiful. But as I realize I have interrupted an intensely private moment, and start to stutter an apology, backing down the hallway, she reaches out and touches my sleeve, giving me a tired smile. "Would you like to come in, Frohike?" I nod and follow her as she turns and walks into the apartment. We go into the kitchen, where there's already a mug of tea on the table. She asks if I'd like anything to eat or drink. The perfect hostess. The perfect woman. Mulder was like the older brother I never had - the star jock, the Homecoming king who let me hang around with him, made me feel like one of the cool kids. I looked up to him -- literally, at six feet tall -- and I never envied his good looks, intelligence, perfect hair...But God forgive me, I envy him right now for having this woman's heart. She slides a mug across the table and pours coffee in response to my request. Then she carefully dips the bag a few times in her usual precise manner, and sets it on a nearby saucer. I watch as she does this, secretly admiring her small hands, the economical movements. I forget how beautiful she is sometimes -- that shining red hair...those wide blue eyes. The full lips. We're so close that I can see the delicate tracing of veins at her temples. She sighs softly and looks up. "Any news?" she asks, obviously not expecting to hear anything. I've watched her grow less and less hopeful, more withdrawn each day. "Uh, no. Sorry." The expression in her eyes breaks my heart. I clear my throat and sit up a little straighter. "We're on top of it, though. We'll hear something soon." She closes her eyes briefly, then looks at me. "Thank you." Her lower lip trembles slightly and I start to get scared that she's about to cry. Mulder would have a handkerchief in his pocket, of course. I've got lint and old receipts. But just as I'm checking the room for the nearest exit, she touches one of the rose petals and a soft smile returns. "They're for you," I say needlessly, rushing to fill the awkward silence. "Uh...How are you feeling?" She takes a sip of tea and considers the question. Scully never does anything without thinking it through. "I'm fine," she says finally. "Everything seems to be normal..." She gives a little laugh, as if there's something funny about that. "The doctors say I should be able to carry to full term." I release the breath I didn't know I was holding. She's probably not telling me everything, but that's okay for now. Sometimes it's good to hear just what you want to hear, whether it's the truth or not. *All right, Frohike. Enough stalling. Make your move.* I can almost hear Mulder's voice, see him grinning over in the corner in one of his perfectly tailored Armani suits. "Scully, I..." Those blue eyes meet mine and my voice cracks like a fourteen year old's. "I - You...That is, there comes a time..." Mulder chuckles in my head. *Smooth, Frohike. Very smooth.* Scully is looking at me with a mixture of curiosity and amusement. If nothing else, I've provided some comic relief for a while, like a good sidekick should. Maybe if I try the traditional pose... I get up and walk over to Scully, kneeling down in front of her. The amusement fades to confusion, then her brow furrows. "Frohike, what -" "Agent -- I mean, Scully -- er...Dana...? Will you marry me?" Scully's mouth falls open. I've actually surprised the unflappable Agent Scully. After seven years with Mulder, she probably thought she'd seen everything. She starts to speak, then hesitates, her glance going once more to the roses, then back to me. Tears well up in her eyes and she blinks, hard. "Frohike. That is one of the sweetest...I mean, I'm so flattered. You and the guys have been wonderful over these last few weeks." She stands up and walks over to the window, rubbing her hands up and down her arms as if chilled, and stares out at the darkness. Looking for him. Waiting for him. I suppose I knew her answer even before I asked the question. She turns back to me. "Frohike, I'm honored, truly I am. But I - " She shrugs. "I can't give up on him yet." Her hand drifts across her lower abdomen in an unconscious gesture of protection. "He wouldn't give up on me." A lump rises in my throat as I remember the times he paced our office, demanding the impossible, not just from us, but from himself. He slogged through pain and exhaustion, persisted past the point of reason, sacrificed his pride, crossed continents -- all for her. She will do no less for him. I suddenly feel foolish and naive, like a schoolboy with a crush on his teacher. Some women would be embarrassed, uncomfortable. Some women would laugh at me. But not Scully. She moves forward and puts her hand on my cheek in a gesture of comfort. Her fingers, cool and steady, drift down to my chin as she holds my gaze. There's no ridicule, no anger -- only affection in those clear blue eyes. "Thank you...Melvin," she says softly, then presses a gentle kiss to my lips. *Thanks, Frohike.* The End